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Back in the building but it’s a new building
Dipped my toe in the water and caught a new feeling
Angular momentum keeps the mind reeling
I move from alpha to omega, floor to ceiling
I’m sort of chilling, and keep it moving, lord willing
Expand the territorial borders, the edge of the earth, the water spilling over
The intrepid explorer going nowhere, getting closer
Do it for the culture but which one?
Do it for the culture but which one?
Sorta on some new shit, ignoring the blueprints
Forward is the movement, got the gall to be useless
If y’all know the tune then you can sing along and raise your voice
Not the flavor of the month but still the taster’s choice
I keep on hock-spitting, but feel free to not listen
I’m singing the same song but the time signature’s different
Just riffing
The intuition does the heavy lifting
Tapping into the inner vision, it’s so efficient
Tapping out the rhythm, blacking out with a quickness
It’s mostly personal with just a little bit of business
Took the other path it made very little difference
In the grand scheme of things
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2. |
all of it
03:03
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I don’t want it, I just want to acquire it
Whatever it is I got no time for it
Sheryl Sandberg said to lean in, but fuck y’all
Apparently I’m not ready for that trust fall
Even the clean version grooves filled with dust, aww
How you feeling man? Spill your guts like hari-kari
A different type of violence
Sitting at the party trying to dip into the silence
In a place of privilege but applying for asylum
Watch as I jump across the synapse
Brain waves will oscillate to remember where I’ve been at
Six million ways to can skin cats
But you’ve got to choose
Win or lose it’s not the shoes
Been on top but still got the blues
Boss is trying to figure out how much rope to use
Better get yours, being broke is no excuse
The story is told with no conclusion
Dance routine with no movement
I’m handling things but don’t do shit
It’s all in the plans but no signature on the blueprints
I keep it quiet, making moves but stay clandestine
Despite what they tell you it’s plenty of stupid questions
Aiming for peace, still striving but craving violence
Smiling like I know what the time is
In America, under god we pledge allegiance
Then get back to shooting each other, various reasons
I don’t care if it’s period blood long as it’s bleeding
All roads leading to the same place and yet these motherfuckers want to run the stop signs
Everybody screaming “I got mine”
Get the cream, first thought is I need more
Second thought, what’s it all for?
That’s rhetorical
An unimaginable point of view
Impossible to think that you could ever get enough
If I ain’t studying war I guess I’ve given up on non fiction stuff
Get rich and die trying, you can have it all
Find yourself slipping, aim for the upward fall
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[First verse, Infinate]
Well I'm circling, cleared for landing
Back of the napkin holds the blueprints for expansion
I’ll tell no lies cause I’m not even answering
I’m on the ceiling dancing
Probably off-beat but that’s not the point
I got no problem choosing between people and poems
Forget a little bit every day, I seek the unknown
Searching for belief, I’m peeking underneath every stone
If you want it done right you’ve got to leave it alone
This body isn’t mine, I’d rather lease it than own
Without reason I’m keeping it going
Love it or leave it alone
I said I’m all about the people in a speech from the throne
They ate it up
Just recall, it’s mostly the voice when you say this stuff
Few who could do it, even fewer who can sell the shit
Tear down the trees in the name of preservation, call it development
Shit, call it the next stage of human evolution, it’s a branding exercise
Closed my eyes and only then realized I was tired
To keep it moving the whole village is required
Feeling inspired, wrote the code hoping that it would be deciphered but it’s out of my hands
Out of my hands now
[Third verse, Primacy]
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4. |
warmth (feat. Chef Bac)
02:44
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The house is guaranteed a piece of the action
The invisible hand smashing and grabbing
If I ask you how you’re doing I’m actually asking
I’m not much for small talk
I’m trying to hold onto a moment without a camera flashing
I'm not reading the manual I’m button mashing
Arms extended grasping at passion
Staring at something off in the distance you can’t even fathom
Alone in my room staring at the wall and
I’m fresh out of fantasies to indulge in
Looking at the world, eyes bulging
Like I’d seen a ghost, who am I gonna call then?
Bluffing when I pushed the chips all in
Ante up
Anybody got any advice for manning up
Or alternatively for standing down
Stressed out, my back hurts
Fight the whole fight just to get in the last word
It’s absurd
The gun’s warm now that’s happiness
But me I’m unarmed, I’m a pacifist
Rather be hated than hateful
If you make it there you know they won’t say so
Keep pushing
No rest for the weary
Chorus:
The gun’s warm now that’s happiness
I’m unarmed, I’m a pacifist
[second verse, Chef Bac]
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5. |
life doesn't frighten me
03:39
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Forbidden apple holds the poison in the seed
It’s not a choice when it’s what you need
How you breathe, how you cry, sweat, and bleed
How the eye learns to see
Stumbling around, trying to find what’s the key
There’s a lot going on you’ve got to try not to see
Getting wild for the evening
Walk a couple miles with my feet in these diamond-studded soles
Panning for untold gold, buttoned up against the cold
But maybe it’s too late though, I see what I see and know what I know
You nah’mean?
It’s mostly obscene but there’s times when I feel like a million bucks
No need to call em how you see em, go head and fill her up
I’m trying to decide amongst marry, kill, or fuck for the mind, spirit, and body
Feeling kind of oddly like my train of thought was moving sideways
I’m most productive on my off days
I toe the line between contemplative and vacant stare
Not sure where I am, the map just says there’s dragons here
Well not a single thing is fair but just keep playing the game unless you’ve got some other options
I’m gathering ingredients and mixing up some new concoctions
Thank god for art, the rest can be defunded and abolished
The rest is work
Chorus:
But life doesn’t frighten me at all
No, life doesn’t frighten me
Searching for the god in me
Created in that image so that self love is idolatry
I guess you’re damned if you do, damned if you don’t
Not making plans but I do plan to keep going
Trying to stand on my own
Even if it takes a village just to stay upright, let alone expand or move forward
Find me in the basement chanting these poems
Like incantations against whatever’s testing my strength and/or my patience
Seems like every other day I wonder where the day went
It’s buried next to William Faulkner
My mother is a fish
I’m a stowaway on the mothership
And if it isn’t one thing it’s some other shit
It’s some other shit
Guess that’s just the way that I spun this web
Always swinging swords didn’t know that shit was double edged
Got to keep a level head
Here’s a little something that my daughter said
Would you rather be the lamp or the light switch?
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In this mad world there’s no way to pinpoint the culprit
So many straws littered around the camel’s carcass
I stare at the darkness
Muttering either prayers or nonsense
Depending on your point of view
Outlined the general concept, I don’t know what’s inside
It’s a combination of carrots and sticks in the mix
Broken Overton window policing policy
Sometimes I think that my anxieties are overblown
But then the garden goes untended for one season, it’s overgrown
It’s just a metaphor but it’s real weeds in the dirt
Overly self absorbed but I still don’t want to see people get hurt
Here’s the challenge: say peace when you’re hanging up the phone and really mean it
Say peace when you’re hanging up the phone and really mean it
Standing still but covering ground, wall to wall carpet
Shoot the breeze we’re all targets
Bunch of toddlers bragging about who crawls farthest
Big fish in a small market
I want it all, I demand supply
Every fish going to have a chance to fry
Idle hands, idle chatter
Ideals matter, ideas splatter the pristine canvas
Picture frame with twenty four carats
Remove the duct tape from the banana before consuming
[second verse, Old Grape God]
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7. |
martha stewart
02:44
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Let the dust settle, shed the old skin for new growth
Where the hell I been? Man, who knows
Probably chasing fool’s gold, the national pastime
I assume the real cash comes at halftime
Stay tuned, it’s Doctor Dre for concert piano
Followed by reactions on a million YouTube channels
New spots to vandal
Multi-platinum rap song about the teapot dome scandal
That’s how to do it
Play the long game, just got to get used to it
In a classroom of confused students, who’s responsible?
Art imitates life so well we forget the genuine article
Inside the sea we’re all particles
We’re all waves, no need to be dualistic
Flip the coin, heads and tails coexistent, timeline twisted
Nuthin but a g thang video with Martha Stewart in it
(Just a tasteful one-piece, nothing too revealing)
The mission statement is a blank page
Feeling some kind of way then write it down
This place is not for me
I’m in the basement world-building in these headphones
Sun Ra even got dead-named on his headstone
I’m not getting overly attached to this flesh and bone
Lest the seat at the table become the devil’s throne
Mind is feeling extra blown
Scrolling through this damned device whenever left alone
Almost felt like real life, but got some of the textures wrong
All these simul-imul-acrum children
Driving me wild, I’m trying to catch a feeling
While the fan spin
I’m here to do my damned thing then be out
Welcome never overstayed
Bad hand never overplayed
Mush mouthed, don’t know what I’m supposed to say
Look out through my periscope
Rain keeps falling on my head like the umbrella broke
But we’ve got to stay hydrated
It’s cliché, but it’s all sacred
Without reason I made it
Without reason I made it
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A photocopy of an iPhone photo of a painting of an apple
A metaphor for the distance traveled
From the source material
Long ago somebody ate the fruit
The miracle is the seed reproduced
With all the necessary imperfections
Flesh blemishes
It’s not as if I haven’t got what I wanted
Record is well over five hundred
But that doesn’t mean no L’s
Take it on the chin like oh, well
Another day another spell to write
Lately I haven’t really felt alright but the data’s still coming in
I’m crunching the numbers
It says here we’re surrounded by wonders
And yet somehow the way it’s going down we’re going under
Peace to the clock punchers
I don’t hunt for the kill, I’m a skilled hunter
Not the run of the mill, the still water
I’m trying to watch this pot bubble knowing you cannot rush it
Easy has not done it
Staring at the gum line of the gift horse
I unwind with this discourse
Tried in vain, the hate will not stay confined to the game
Still trying though
I’m not a rocket man but I’mma rock it,
Man, woman and child trying to escape from how the clock ticks
But oh, no, said the cheetah to the crow, death becomes the best of us
I reached out to get help, trying to be my best self
Stay in a constant state of becoming, that’s the aim
Dealing with emotion and game
I’m on the ocean in a boat with no name
Working on a painting? Make it valuable, put some gold in the frame
Temperature rising but I’m cold just the same
It’s nothing I could really hope to explain
Different day, I know it’s not the same but I didn’t notice the change
Hate the game but I’m still trying to field a dream team
Cup of coffee curdled the cream
Got a couple thoughts on what it might mean
But not everything is a symbol
Nonetheless I do prefer a well-sharpened pencil
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9. |
get yourself saved
02:25
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The evolution of white supremacy from burning crosses
To yard signs for your favorite school board candidate but of course it’s
Still the same, picket fences and wide porches
Neighborhood red-line is self-enforcing
It’s a victory for diversity when one of the four horsemen is gender non-conforming
When the cop who shot the suspect is a woman it’s a victory for equity and inclusion
Hashtag be part of the movement
Self proclaimed freedom fighters are fascist
Turning the clock backwards to a time they only imagine
Uncle Remus singing Zip-a-dee-doo
These same people say the good book is literally true
No reason they can’t believe the police reports too
The suspect moving furtively reaching for the service weapon
From thirty feet away with their back turned, that sounds right, no further questions
Just another malfunctioning body cam
And pay no mind to those untested rape kits
On dusty shelves in the police station basement
It’s hell in a hand basket unless that thin blue line can save us
Are you saved yet?
Have you heard the good news?
All is absolved you just got to pay these dudes
All things considered it’s a fair price, a great way to get through
Majority view while unironically identifying as the chosen few
That blood of Christ can be a heady brew
Whole world in his hand, you better get a clue
Nothing new, dark ages part two
Consciousness is either miraculous or some type of biochemical accident
Maybe both, the lord works in mysterious ways
In the name of peace, war is waged
Wages of sin washed clean in that collection plate, keep them coming
We’re here to protect your freedom unless you’re a woman
Or poor, or gay, or trans, or got some idea of what you’re worth
The meek shall inherit the earth
And in the meantime sit the fuck down
Amen
(Amen)
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Faith can move mountains but only a few inches
You want some real change, it might get expensive
And of course that work’s got to be permitted
Plenty of greased palms
Best to just keep calm and make yourself comfortable
It’s all upside potential for the well-adjusted among you
Discard that faith and make a bundle
Mind set on abundance it’ll all work out wonderful
King Midas turning everything he touch non-fungible
The value fluctuates according to the wisdom of the crowd
Operators standing by for anyone with a fear of missing out
Might as well get it right here and now,
That mountain’s not moving
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self-evident
02:44
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Picking battles
Doesn’t mean we’re choosing wisely
Flip the channel but it’s just more of the same
Trying to get through life with emotion and game to spare
The world is a sphere but only when it’s seen from out there
Down here in the weeds it’s all types of textures
Everyone and everything just fighting for whatever
We can get our grubby hands on
(Ayo peace man, peace) never say never
But that’s twice right there
Probably got to define it better
Absence of tension until it pops off
Negative peace, imaginary numbers for reparations
No I in team, the ghost of Dr. King continues to urge patience
In the form of a carefully chosen quote
They want to get free
Of context, but the truth is indeed self-evident
They just wanted to get back to hating in peace
Chorus:
When they show you what it is don’t question it
The truth is indeed self-evident
Eat the fruit, spit out the seeds
Ten years later it’s a whole forest of trees
(And more fruit)
No time to rest in the shade of the green leaves
Rest when the sun rests
But the sun just keeps shining in all seasons
Feeling thirsty get some lemons and start squeezing
Leave the seeds in, that’s generational wealth
You want a sip, help yourself
Salud, here’s to your health
Clink the glasses it rings out like a bell
There’s no moral at the end of the tale
There’s no end, just adjust the time scale
Watch the earth inherit the meek and the frail
Eat the fruit and spit out the seeds
Want to see the forest better got to get out of the weeds
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12. |
picking battles
01:03
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I was up half of the night trying to decide which battles to fight,
Which problems to solve but not the mathematical type
Something isn’t adding up right
Trying to make it all stop but more gradual than crashing a bike
Got the fuse lit, I’m glad to ignite
When it all blows up I’ll sit back casually grabbing a bite
Big belly laugh full of spite
I know the feeling won’t last, it’s alright though
Sure it’s dark, that’s just how the night go
Wait for the sunrise, it’s a light show
The color combinations made my eyes glow
Sometimes I rhyme slow, sometimes I drive in a fast car
As a kid I wanted to be a rap star
Now I just want to rap, get some shit off of my chest
Losing my mind, maybe it was all for the best
Bright lights flashing I am not so impressed
I’m trying to get some things done and I've got every intention of doing less
Trying to decide which battles to fight
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Garfunkle Chapel Hill, North Carolina
A keyboard player, mc, and producer raised on hip-hop with a love of jazz. Working at it, infatuated with the music and the process since learning how to record to a cassette.
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